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He took one step toward me. Then another.

"Lena Wright. Your new worst nightmare, apparently." I pulled a rolling stool across the floor and sat down. "Either let me help, or I tell Coach Tanaka you were crying in the dark."

The “In-” of that keyword is the most powerful part. It is the preposition of intimacy. For three years, I was inside the bubble of Noah Beckem’s rising star. I wasn’t a player—I was a writer. I was the weird kid with the notebook who wrote profiles of the team for the school paper. But Noah, for reasons I still don’t fully understand, let me in. He let me document the audibles, the ice baths, the way his hands shook before the opening kickoff. Searching For- Sidelined The QB And Me In-

Right now, mercy was the last thing on his mind.

I tried to stay. I visited him in the hospital. I brought his playbook, thinking he’d want to talk X’s and O’s. But the QB who had let me “in” had built a wall. He was angry, then depressed, then cruel. He took one step toward me

I sat back on the stool. The ice machine wheezed. Somewhere upstairs, the janitor was vacuuming.

Now, when I type that broken keyword out of habit, I smile. The dash isn’t a wound anymore. It’s a diving board. Your new worst nightmare, apparently

"I have keys."

Why the Quarterback? Why not the linebacker, the wide receiver, or the chess club president? The quarterback is the American high school avatar for power, responsibility, and expectation.

He looked away, toward the cinderblock wall. "I remember everything you say. It’s annoying."